Unbelievably miserable...nausea and full body migraine.  Last night I went to the Providence House graduation (homeless center) and it was a great distraction.  Stories of faith and hope...I couldn't eat but I was glad I went.  My body was miserable but my spirit was good. I got hugs from the woman I counseled.  A warm loving hug. Vicodin yesterday? 1 1/2 four times?  yep. so that's 6.Today I'm trying only one.  I was hoping the nausea would be vicodin related.  Apparently not. But when things are really bad, like now - the extra half doesn't do anything.  Im not even sure the one does anything.  It's hard to imagine it being worse.  Naw...It does something.  Just not enough.  I barfed trying to take all the pills, powder etc. I had to this morning.   I'm going to the gym to see if I can trigger some relief.  Sometimes that works.  Hard to get there though.  Desperation is a powerful motivator.