ExDiva

TWO vicodin only.  I successfully pulled back down to treating pain with one for four hours.  Now that i'm home it is enough.  One at four and one at eight. I was horribly jacked up though.  Big...

3/23 three and half vicodin (flying)3/24 four and half vicodin (working - did fine until noon)3/25 eight vicodin (travel, emergency surgery for dad, 4hr flight diverted totaled 7 hours, delayed...

I was superwoman yesterday.  I came up with a SS lesson, taught SS, read the short story for luncheon in the parking lot, attended luncheon and discussed said short story, walked the dog, took 15...

TOok two vicodin around 6, I had to go to the party and I was dead dog tired and achey.  They did the job.  I felt good, was nice to everyone, and turned into a pumpkin at 9, so I could be in bed...

Well, I started my period this morning so obviously the psychotic breaks of the past few days were hormonal.  I apologized to R for the worst of it and we attended the play as planned and rekindled...

Today I made it until 3:30 wihtout pills.  Worked out, did some strength training, but when I started to walk the dog I could feel everything tightening up.  Took one and half.  Still moody. ...

Who is crazy now?  I took 3 valium - last night to sleep.  Didn't pick up trazodone in time.  But more than that I've been crazy since Monday afternoon.  Maybe before.  The R issue got way out...

Only one and half vicodin yesterday - late in the afternoon.  I'm feeling agitated today.  Had to do bills.  I've got the PwC thing - no DVD bullshit - my own face distributed to thousands of...

I only needed one and a half pills yesterday.  Never underestimate distraction.  Ruth and the boys were here.  we went to a movie (Had to take the one and a half for sitting) then we scoped out a...

Yesterday I was in the "Ive had it" mood with the pain.  My head hurt enough to think it might be a migraine - I was desparate so I took an imitrex - but who knows.  I'm not going to count it as a...

I don't really feel so great.  a little nausea probably because I had one drink last night at the sunday school party.  The pain is bad - probably becuase I woke up thinking about the editor that...

No migraines since I started taking Topomax.  Just amazing.  I'm so grateful.  I've been in so much pain and very agitated.  I neglected to record valium use.  I've had one in the evening for at...

A full ten days without a migraine.  Topomax seems to work.  However I'm having pain.  Bad pain.  concentrated largely on my left side.  Neck, shoulder blade, now hip and harm.  Later in the...

Big pain yesterday took one and half at noon, again at 4 and a whole one at 6:30 (sitting again for second lecture of the day.  My asthma is bad - post respiratory infection plus pollen not...

I took a zofran.  Used some advair.  Feel better.  Still depressed.  Battling on.  Putting out lines to see if I can hook any interest.  I'm unsure about whether to pursue writing fiction, or...