Well, I started my period this morning so obviously the psychotic breaks of the past few days were hormonal.  I apologized to R for the worst of it and we attended the play as planned and rekindled the best part of our friendship.  I took a valium around 4 because I was wigging about the conversation.  Finally told him about the "I hate when that happens" phrase. May or may not continue with the sex.  It DOES seem to make me needy.  Perhaps a once a week appointment could give my expectations boundaries.  Which reminds me I have to do my S.S. lesson. I hurt around 3 and then whammo at 8, but I couldn't remember if I'd taken anything around five so I waited too late.  Bad pain.   3/20 three and half vicodin one valium