Life Turned Her This Way..........
SO THIS YEAR HAS REALLY SUCKED FOR ME: JAN 14TH WILL FOREVER BE IN MY MIND AND HEART, THE DAY I LOST "MY MATTY" , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD, LAUGHTER AND TEARS , AND HOW HE ALWAYS MADE ME SMILE AND I FELT SAFE AND LOVED IN HIS ARMS I DEDICATE A PART OF "OUR SONG" TO HIM
"WOULDN'T U AGREE , BABY U AND ME "HAD" A GROOVY KIND OF LOVE"........
MARCH 28 2011, MOVED BACK TO TENNESSEE AFTER REALIZING THAT I DIDN'T HAVE THE MONEY TO MOVE TO FLORIDA, AND MY SIS NEEDED EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FOR GOING THROUGH HER DIVORCE, SOME DAY AND TIMES I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE AND I'M NOT GOING THROUGH IT......
BACK TO ME- AFTER 9 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND TRYING DATING THINGS WERE GOING GREAT WITH A MAN NAMED SCOTT- THEN ALL OF THE SUDDEN , HE JUST CUT OFF ALL COMMUNICATION WITH ME- AND I DON'T KNOW WHY- SO NOW I'M A WHORE
YES I DID JUST CALL MYSELF THAT- I MEET GUYS AND GO HAVE SEX WITH THEM BECAUSE I WAS LEFT FEELING WORTHLESS AND UGLY- WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRLFRIEND AND NOT THE FRIEND? I'VE CONVINCED MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT I'M OK , THAT IT DOESN'T BOTHER ME THAT HE JUST DISSAPEARED AND I DON'T KNOW WHY- I'M NOT OK ! I WOULD RATHER GO OUT GET SEX AND CUDDLING AND HAVE SOMEONE TELL ME THAT THEY LOVE ME THAN TO BE LONELY AND ALONE AND NEVER HEAR IT- I WANT HAPPINESS AND LOVE BUT IT JUST NEVER HAPPENS FOR ME.......... AND THIS IS ME- THIS IS MY LIFE- MEN SCREWED ME OVER AND LIED AND HURTFUL WORDS AND WHAT U DO REALLY DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE- I'M BRANDI- THE WHORE WHO CAN BE USED FOR SEX- TOLD U LOVE HER AND THEN U DON'T CALL , DON'T CARE, SO I DON'T CARE ANYMORE I'LL EITHER BE PREGNANT DEAD OR HAVE A HORRIBLE DISEASE- WHATEVER- ITS JUST ME THE MOST UNLOVABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD - NOBODY WILL BE SAD OR MISS ME........
"WOULDN'T U AGREE , BABY U AND ME "HAD" A GROOVY KIND OF LOVE"........
MARCH 28 2011, MOVED BACK TO TENNESSEE AFTER REALIZING THAT I DIDN'T HAVE THE MONEY TO MOVE TO FLORIDA, AND MY SIS NEEDED EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FOR GOING THROUGH HER DIVORCE, SOME DAY AND TIMES I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE AND I'M NOT GOING THROUGH IT......
BACK TO ME- AFTER 9 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND TRYING DATING THINGS WERE GOING GREAT WITH A MAN NAMED SCOTT- THEN ALL OF THE SUDDEN , HE JUST CUT OFF ALL COMMUNICATION WITH ME- AND I DON'T KNOW WHY- SO NOW I'M A WHORE
YES I DID JUST CALL MYSELF THAT- I MEET GUYS AND GO HAVE SEX WITH THEM BECAUSE I WAS LEFT FEELING WORTHLESS AND UGLY- WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRLFRIEND AND NOT THE FRIEND? I'VE CONVINCED MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT I'M OK , THAT IT DOESN'T BOTHER ME THAT HE JUST DISSAPEARED AND I DON'T KNOW WHY- I'M NOT OK ! I WOULD RATHER GO OUT GET SEX AND CUDDLING AND HAVE SOMEONE TELL ME THAT THEY LOVE ME THAN TO BE LONELY AND ALONE AND NEVER HEAR IT- I WANT HAPPINESS AND LOVE BUT IT JUST NEVER HAPPENS FOR ME.......... AND THIS IS ME- THIS IS MY LIFE- MEN SCREWED ME OVER AND LIED AND HURTFUL WORDS AND WHAT U DO REALLY DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE- I'M BRANDI- THE WHORE WHO CAN BE USED FOR SEX- TOLD U LOVE HER AND THEN U DON'T CALL , DON'T CARE, SO I DON'T CARE ANYMORE I'LL EITHER BE PREGNANT DEAD OR HAVE A HORRIBLE DISEASE- WHATEVER- ITS JUST ME THE MOST UNLOVABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD - NOBODY WILL BE SAD OR MISS ME........
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