dreamingoutloud0098

EDNOS: Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified.An eating disorder where you have symptoms of more than one disorder.I have symptoms of anorexia, and bulimia.I am either restricting, or I am binge...

I hate my mood swings so much. I was happy. Actually happy. An then *bam* depressed. I was on a skype call with my girlfriend and it just hit me and I couldnt talk and I wanted to cry so bad and it...

Today, I pissed off my girlfriend. Because she was upset, and I was upset, but I hid my pain from her, so I could take care of her. And that really... Really made her mad. I know I lied, I don't like...

I talked about the abuse in therapy today. Okay I don't totally hate that part. It was nice to release a few things. I just... Left with a bad feeling. And then my mom stressed me out. I was...

i went to my therapist today, who had asked me to record my eating patters. What I ate, how much, when, etc. I showed her and she said the things most eating disordered individuals hear."You are...

Two years ago, when I was 17, I went to see my boyfriend graduate from basic training. I went with his mother, and a family friend. His mother, had arranged "alone time" for me and him, without our...

Having so many issues makes daily life feel impossible. I'm anxious about, well, everything. I'm depressed about not doing anything but my anxiety prevents me from doing anything. My eating disorder...