cmorton557

I called the facility that my bf is being held in today. They didn't help me an ounce. I needed to know that he is ok and hasn't been hurt or worse. They wouldn't get a message to him about his phone...

I hate that I can feel. I am numb with pain and loss and sadness. I don't feel happy. I have no interests. I cannot function the way I want to. I miss him more each day. Time makes it heal? No. Time...

All of his things are exactly where he left them. His desk chair slightly pulled out with a white towel draped over the back. His weight bench still in the box that he said he'd put together. He...

Really? Time makes it better? I've gone a week now without my best friend & lover. I can't stop crying. I know it is doing me no good to cry all the time. I can't eat. I know that too is draining...

He's been gone a week but it feels like forever. I miss him. I guess I should start at the beginning so you'll know what I'm talking about. My best friend/Lover and I met back when I was 16 and he...