AveryWhitewind
Status: I've been gone from here for a while. Things are taking a toll on me.
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I hate things right now... It seems like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place with no way of getting out. I'm going into a major depression.. I'm sleeping a lot more, days seem longer, I'm moody...
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It's been a while since I've been on here. A lot has been going on in my life recently. I recently suffered from an emotional breakdown. I am extremely sensitive now and cannot hide behind my...
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Did a lot of chores today and kept busy. I am sore and exhausted. Mind you, I did all of this on 4, maybe 5 hours of sleep. I'm still trucking though, I just keep thinking, "I'm going to sleep...
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Really motivated to do things at the moment. Only problem, everyone is asleep. I have been bored for the past 30 minutes, give or take a few minutes. I've been creating to do lists and getting...
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sunflower seeds are my best friendhard candy is my best friendan app on my phone that tells me how long it's been since i smoked and tells me the benefits I'm getting in real time
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I downloaded some apps on my phone to help me quit smoking. I have smoked today, that, I'm not proud of. But, I'm proud of myself for being almost a full hour in without being at an appointment...
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Woke up today with a message from my Aunt. She's sick, really sick. I'm honestly scared I'm going to lose her. I've always been very close to her. She said that she loves me and always will...
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So, I was on Pandora today and found a few songs that have helped me today. A few are a little depressing, but, still good.More than a love songhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yST2RwcdmFM Hero by...
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Just came home from my sisters house. She said a lot of things that made me feel like it's all my fault for being so sad and angry all the time. I bring her down every time I'm at her house or...
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Woke up today, about 12 PM. Ok, I do have to admit, I did start the day with a little agitation. But, after I got over that, I've had a pretty good day so far. I'm glad I woke up to meet a...
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I wanted to do this in my journal after reading it in a discussion. Dear Mental Illness,I understand you are the worst side of me and for that, I hate you. I hate how you make me isolate myself...
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What in the world have I done to deserve all of this pain? What did I do? I am in so much emotional pain right now and I can't escape it. I just want to crawl into bed and not get out... ever....
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So, I've been looking through the depression support group and it made me think. I have Major depression in which I inherited from both of my parents. My father has been off his medication for...
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Today, I told my best friend about DS and she joined. Her and I are talking right now (actually, not really, we're both on here and kind of ignoring each other) and she's so glad I told her about...
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I seriously wish I had learned this version of that saying when I was a child instead! It would have made my life a little easier because if I said that to someone that was bullying me, it would have...
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