belistiwa
Status: Losing my mind
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- I am currently covered by Mainecare, because I have been out of work for 3 years. I have been trying to start a business, because I cannot find a job, and have been selling things on Ebay, but after an entire year, my adventure into ebay has only...
- I've tried to hide my depression for most of my life, but sometimes it has been too great to conceal. I was working at the bank, which I worked at for 13.5 years, when a friend of the family, who was staying with me at the time, killed herself in my...
- My family isn't into touching. Never has been. I'm single now, and haven't been in a relationship for about 4 years. Before that relationship, it was nearly 10. I don't even like for my doctor to touch me.Except for my grandaughter, whom I have...
- When I moved to Maine 3 years ago, I was happy about it. I was finally going to follow my dream of having a tiny craft shop in a rural community and doing things I love.Change of plans 6 months after, I found out that my grandaughter was going up...
- I've been struggling to survive here in Maine. There is not a decent paying job within 100 miles of me, according to the internet, and for three years I've been looking for a job and not finding anything.Until 3 weeks ago - the Dollar Tree was...
- It's been a year since I adopted my grandaughter. SHe's been diagnosed with a depressive disorder. No big surprise there, after all she's been through, and the fact that such things run in my family. She's in counseling, but up here there isn't much...
- I spend alot of time isolated. I work in my house. I have a 9 year old attending 4th grade and there have been problems with the school. I've sufferred from depression for decades (and problbly decades before I realized it), and have tried many,...
- It has been 2 years since my grandaughter has come to live with get a me. I've been through one hell of alot. Last spring the school called for a "risk assessment" to find out if she was dangerous to be around other children. Her therapist at the...
- Every year, no matter the circumstances of my life, fall hits me hard. I can't concentrate. I can't sleep well. I have to force myself to get dressed and try to do things.Every time I have been on prescribed medication I have wicked side effects,...
- My mother has OCD - which means that when I stay at her house for any length of time, meaning overnight, she follows me around, checking on everything that I might have the chance to touch. It is hard and it brings me back to my childhood, which was...
- I feel like I need to cry, but I don't. I wander about the place, unable to sit still for very long, not really accomplishing anything, feeling like I need to cry, but I don't.I've got things to do. I don't do them. I do other things, but I don't do...
- I feel like I need to cry, but I don't. I wander about the place, unable to sit still for very long, not really accomplishing anything, feeling like I need to cry, but I don't.I've got things to do. I don't do them. I do other things, but I don't do...
- Shortly after I moved to Maine, my daughter asked me to adopt my grandaughter. Part of the process was to get a medical exam. I had no insurance, and figured that I could pay in cash for a physical, so I tried to get an apointment. No doctor would...
- I can't fid a job. There are none to be had up here. I can't make the craft shop work. This location is just dead - nothing happens here, no businesses survive.I had more visits in the first 3 months I was open, and I use the term loosely, from the...
- I can't fid a job. There are none to be had up here. I can't make the craft shop work. This location is just dead - nothing happens here, no businesses survive.I had more visits in the first 3 months I was open, and I use the term loosely, from the...