akira2006
Status: Being raped really takes a toll on you even after 8 years. I wish it never happened. I don't know how to deal with it anymore!!!
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down to 124.... OHHHH I LOVE IT
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I'M GETTING THERE
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I AM DOWN TO 132 NOW..... I AM DOING BETTER THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD BE DOING...... I'M ACTUALLY STARTING TO HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF AGAIN.....
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SINCE BEFORE CHRISTMAS MY WORLD HAS BEEN TURNED UPSIDE DOWN COMPLETLY...... MY STEP SISTER AND HER 2 CHILDREN GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT..... I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR CHRISTMAS BECAUSE I QUIT...
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I'm so proud of myself right now..... I went from 142lbs down to 135.... I'm getting closer to where I want to be...... YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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FUCK MAN.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO..... MY DAUGHTER'S ADOPTED PARENTS CALLED ME ABOUT TWO HOURS AGO LETTING ME KNOW THAT THEY ARE IN OHIO..... THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I CAN SEE HER RIGHT NOW.......
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HELP ME PLEASE..... SOMEONE... ANYONE...... I DON'T CARE WHO RIGHT NOW...... I JUST NEED SOME HELP..... I AM FEELING EXTREMLY SUICIDAL AND AM ABOUT TO JUST GIVE UP...... I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO...
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE..... I FEEL LIKE I AM LOST IN A DREAM.... IT'S REALLY SCARY..... NOBODY AROUND ME SEEMS REAL..... EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS FAKE...... I'M IN A DREAM WORLD NOTHING IS...
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WELL AGAIN IT'S BEEN AWHILE........ I HAD EXPLORITORY BACK SURGERY FRIDAY..... GOT HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL SUNDAY....... I AM HAVING SOME PRETTY GOOD PAINS.... BED REST FOR 2-3 WEEKS DEPENDING ON HOW...
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I HAVE NOT BEEN ON FOR A FEW DAYS.... I HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME IN THE ER...... ALLERGIC REACTION TO SOME MEDS AND THEN SEVERE ASTHMA ATTACK AND THEN I REALLY SCREWED UP MY BACK.. BUT I AM...
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I AM GOING BACK TO MY HOUSE. I WILL BE BACK ON HERE IN ABOUT 10 MINUTES. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I AM.
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WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF??? I WANT TO GO KILL MYSELF SO BAD RIGHT NOW. BUT FOR SOME REASON I STAY ON HERE. WHY? I AM READY TO DIE, I WANT TO DIE, I NEED TO DIE. I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. I HAVE NO HOPE...
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I FEEL SO ALONE ANYMORE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR OR WHY NOTHING. I HAVE FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING AND PEOPLE THAT I CAN TALK TO BUT I STILL FEEL VERY ALONE. I AM A BURDEN TO EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT I...
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I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT IT IS SOOOOO TRUE. IT WAS A MISTAKE FOR ME TO BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD. I DON'T BELONG HERE. MY TIME HAS COME. IF IT DON'T HAPPEN I WILL BE SURPRISED. IF SO THEN GOOD BYE...
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