I HAVE NOT BEEN ON FOR A FEW DAYS.... I HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME IN THE ER...... ALLERGIC REACTION TO SOME MEDS AND THEN SEVERE ASTHMA ATTACK AND THEN I REALLY SCREWED UP MY BACK.. BUT I AM DOING OKAY NOW... STILL IN SOME SERIOUS PAIN... CANNOT GET MY MEDS FILLED FOR MY BACK.... CANNOT GET INTO MY DOCTORS OFFICE FOR A FEW WEEKS... BUT OTHER THAN MY PHYSICAL HEALTH MY MENTAL HEALTH IS GOOD.... NO SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS RIGHT NOW.. YAHHHOOO... IT FEELS SO GOOD NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF... GOD DOES IT FEEL GOOD.