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I came back from the Ritz, sick and gain weight.  I am such a mess!!!!  So, I found a group therapy here in Winter Haven at the Side Street Studio.  I think I am going to check it out tomorrow. 

I came home from my trip with a stomach thing.  It kind of started up in NC but has gotten worse.  I have microscopic colitis and I have had it pretty under control but I don't know if the stress...

I had a breakthrough last night.  I think I am going to have to go for some therapy when I get back.  Missy had said something about triggers and I think that one of them is my mom.  God, how long...

A new week.  So, now my excuse is I am going to go to my mom's and get healthy.  Who am I kidding. 

I am not doing well with the not drinking.  I am figuring out what triggers are.  Mike, he's having a drink so I can too.  And the days of the week.  Hey, it's Thursday night, we used to party...

I got everything done yesterday that I was planning to.  Got all the stuff put back up on the walls and cleaned both bathrooms, did the laundry and vacuumed up the mess.  I think I could vacuum...

Well, I sort of made it.  I was thinking about the party during the funeral.  The funeral was amazing, especially for Doug Darden.  Steve did an incredible job.  When we got to the party, Mike...

Today is the today of the big funeral and after party.  I don't know why I stress over it so much....like she said, it was poison that killed him so why do I want to pour that into my body.  Stay...

I want to go to Doug's final party but am nervous about it.  I do not want to drink!!!!!  I don't want to wake up the next day feeling bad!!!  All these people are big party people.  I want to...

I don't understand what happens in the evening.  I can go all day long without even thinking about having a drink.  I can't even imagine drinking in the morning or at lunch.  But something happens...