Doug's Funeral

I want to go to Doug's final party but am nervous about it.  I do not want to drink!!!!!  I don't want to wake up the next day feeling bad!!!  All these people are big party people.  I want to remain sober.  I did not buy wine for last nights steak night and Mike did not ask me why.  I really need to sit down and talk to him.  It has just been a stressful time since he has had his surgery.