The Funeral

Today is the today of the big funeral and after party.  I don't know why I stress over it so much....like she said, it was poison that killed him so why do I want to pour that into my body.  Stay strong. 
Also, I don't know why I am letting my husband irritate me so.....he is so kind.  I guess I am just so used to being by myself in the mornings.  I need to appreciate him more.