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- 10 months ad 22 days after our son was stillborn his little sister made her healthy arrival into the world. She is healthy and beautiful! Her delivery was scary and stressful but she is here! Even 3 weeks later I am in shock that she is here. As our...
- I am 28 weeks on Monday and we lost our son at 30 weeks when for no known reason his heart stopped beating and he was stillborn. This pregnancy has been emotionally hard and as we get closer to the point where we lost Kowen it gets harder, I keep...
- Today I am 20 we along with who I hope will be our rainbow baby. It's scary. I'm just 10 weeks away from the point where I lost my baby boy Kowen and everyday closer to that day is scarier than the last. I just keep praying that we get to bring home...
- My husband and I are now 13 weeks 4 days pregnant with what I pray will be our rainbow baby we will get to take home. It's only been a little over 5 months since we lost Kowen so this is very scary to say the least. We haven't shared the news with...
- It's been 5 months today since my beautiful baby boy was born still. I don't know how I have made it through these 5 months, when we lost him I couldn't imagine making it to this point. My heart is still so broken, I think of him everyday, I imagine...
- We had our 12 week scan today with maternal fetal medicine and all looked good. The clot on my uterus that has been causing spotting is shrinking and the baby is measuring right on track with a great heart rate. I wish I could feel more relief, but...
- For the first time since we lost Kowen someone asked me how many kids I have. I hesitated before I answered because of course I have 2 children, I have given birth to 2 children. My 12 year old daughter (who was with me) and our angel baby Kowen....
- I'm now 10 weeks 1 day pregnant, and I'm so scared everyday. My OB suggested I get a fetal doppler and use it when I'm freaking out and I have to say it has been a huge help the last couple of days! It took a couple days to figure out exactly how...
- I'm 8 weeks pregnant after losing my son at 30 weeks pregnant just 4 months ago. I feel like I want to hid in the house the entire pregnancy and not tell anyone until I have a healthy screaming baby in my arms! We havent told anyone in our lives,...
- I feel so alone. I am a teacher and haven't returned to work since loosing Kowen on April 2nd. Everyday my husband goes to work and my 12 year old pre teen daughter spends time with friends and I am just alone. I have distanced myself from my best ...
- Tomorrow we have a ultrasound scheduled and we should be able to see a heartbeat on the screen. I am so nervous, this has been a rough week I had spotting 3 times this week each time was only a little and only one wipe of it. I happened Friday...
- I am 5 weeks pregnant, it's been almost 15 weeks since we lost Kowen. Every bit of me is scared, I'm scared every moment that I'm gonna lose this baby. I'm scared that my beautiful angel baby Kowen will think I'm not still grieving and missing him...
- Yesterday and today I took a pregnancy test at there was a faint 2nd line but it was defiantly there. 13 weeks and 3 days ago I gave birth to my sweet still baby boy, my heart is so broken for him. I miss him everyday. We knew right away we wanted...
- Today I took a pregnancy test at there was a faint 2nd line but it was defiantly there. 13 weeks and 2 days ago I gave birth to my sweet still baby boy, my heart is so broken for him. I miss him everyday. We knew right away we wanted to continue to...
- Uggg... it's no wonder why I don't want to be around other people, today I had someone compare the death of my child to her divorce that happened two years ago. She actualy wanted comfort from me when she talked about her divorce, I just wanted to...