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hey sittin in my help class with no teacher so got nothin to do and noticed i haddnt written for a while so here it goes.i am so bored watin 4 the dinner bell to ring supposed to be doing coarsework...

reeling rather wierd today been sent home from school i threw up nearly in biolagy ha i think that would have shocked the teacher. anyway i just feel rather empty i dont know why im in the house on...

omgi think my world is about to end iv fell out with him iv fell out with rivers the 1 person i felt truely caredhe was here like every other friday but we had a lot of the guys up this nite too...

poem  how can i be so lonly when this place is so fullhow can i feel so brokenin a place that is so fixedhow can they be so upwhen im feeling so downhow can they all be laghingwhen all i can think...

omg iv had such a good weekend i had a fall friday nite and got very down and cut very bad but i was piked up i said some mean stuff in this that night i know i can trust him i no i upset him and get...

AARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FOR ALL THE TIMES HES SAID HE WILL BE THERE FOR ME FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT HES SAID HES LOVED ME WHEN IT COMES INTO PRACTICE...

just some more poems theres 3 if anyone wants to read highly apritiate opinions thanks #1 i am here i feel alone all my pain cant be shownmy family they dont understandmy cutting has got out of...

charity granti think cancer research my nan died from breast cancer when i was young and it was the hardest thing iv ever had to deal with as i was very close to her. and also my other grandad died...

omg  cant take it much more i just need to sleep its just about to turn 20 to 2 and im wide awake for the third nite going i really dont no how much more i can take without sleep and it is also not...

ok iv  cant take anymore i want to get rid of evrthin i cnt take it i feel leke shit I WANT TO DIE i dont want to hurt anymore i dont want to cry anymore i dont want to breath anymore i dont want...

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (srry lot of swearing but read it youll understand why)i cant belive it hes bak why the fuck is he back i dont want him back why is he doing this...

ok sorry iv just been through a bit today so yh the only person i trust and can rely on just left and now i feel so alone and unproctected. i dont no what to do i feel like i have no1 here now i cant...

iv figured it out i no y i cant open up to people at least i think i have im scared, im scared that if i tell the people close to me how i feel that they will abondon me im scared that they will...

hey ppli havnt wrote for a bit so decided t oupdate a little i had a bad turn thursday nite i felt like my whole world was going to collapse. id been in the house id felt ill so i was in bed most the...

my poemtears of the skin                          flood out of meyet no-one can seethe pain is hidden i think about my freinds and familysalt like water flows down my...