helpmestopplz

here i am again almost 6 years on, still battling the same issuesone day there may be a light at the end of this tunnel

Wow I cant belive my last entry was nearly 4 years ago it looked like I wasnt doing to bad ....now I just want to die I often dream of drowning I think that would be a good way to go. Noone would...

Wow I cant belive my last entry was nearly 4 years ago it looked like I wasnt doing to bad ....now I just want to die I often dream of drowning I think that would be a good way to go. Noone would...

i am on my way into adulthood apparently i am nearly 20 now but sometimes feel like the little girl who first opened this account its strange looking back everything ive done to lead me up to this...

wow i cant belive its been sooo long since my last journal post it all seems so much in my past yet here i am again sitting in front of my computer in tears not knowing what to do feeling inadequate...

im SOOO happy, and proud my babys gettin help :D im so so proud of him hes on here now and hes talkin bout goin to go to meetings and seein where they are. WAHAY!!!!!

i am on my way into adulthood apparently i am nearly 20 now but sometimes feel like the little girl who first opened this account its strange looking back everything ive done to lead me up to this...

wow i cant belive its been sooo long since my last journal post it all seems so much in my past yet here i am again sitting in front of my computer in tears not knowing what to do feeling inadequate...

im SOOO happy, and proud my babys gettin help :D im so so proud of him hes on here now and hes talkin bout goin to go to meetings and seein where they are. WAHAY!!!!!

omg wat a day its been awful and wat made it worse i acctually cut agen i feel awful and dont want to speak 2 my b/f he told me the last time that if i do it agen hed break up with me i love him so...

i am on my way into adulthood apparently i am nearly 20 now but sometimes feel like the little girl who first opened this account its strange looking back everything ive done to lead me up to this...

wow i cant belive its been sooo long since my last journal post it all seems so much in my past yet here i am again sitting in front of my computer in tears not knowing what to do feeling inadequate...

im SOOO happy, and proud my babys gettin help :D im so so proud of him hes on here now and hes talkin bout goin to go to meetings and seein where they are. WAHAY!!!!!

omg wat a day its been awful and wat made it worse i acctually cut agen i feel awful and dont want to speak 2 my b/f he told me the last time that if i do it agen hed break up with me i love him so...

its my birthday   its my birthday   its my birthday   its my birthday ha yay im i6 today yay lol argh my mom made me come to school its unfair lol i sooo cant be arsed to be in school atm i...