OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg wat a day its been awful and wat made it worse i acctually cut agen i feel awful and dont want to speak 2 my b/f he told me the last time that if i do it agen hed break up with me i love him so so much and really couldnt handle that it terrafys me to think about im not sure wat to do hes goin to see them im so scared that it will be the end of us :( it makes me wanna cut more ARGGH i hate this cycle i havnt felt so bad for months now its so upsetting all i want is someone to talk to someone to tell me that evrythins goin 2 be ok that i have nothin 2 worry about but all ive had today is ppl yellin at me makin me feel worse now im sittin all alone in my room scared shitless of wats goin to happen roll on 2morro hopefully evrythin will b ok and work out for the best i am so close to tears rite now i havnt a clue wat to do to cheer myself up i havnt eaten agen 2day i just dont feel like it anymore and wen peole try to force me i defanatly dont want to eat so why do they bother it just makes me wanna scream i have a splittin headache yet cant sleep probly wont sleep agen 2nite i did get a few hours last nite so thats wat makes me think i wont 2nite sorry to evryone thta reads this its just a huge rant x
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Poor dear.
Everything will be all right. Cycles do that - they come back around to the good parts again. Don\'t lose hope. Slip ups happen, the road to recovery is paved with relapse.
I\'d say, sit down w/ your b/f and explain to him that you regret it, you know it was a mistake, and you\'re trying really hard at not doing it again.
But personally, ha ha, I wouldn\'t tell him at all :x
my aunt has the same prob u do cutting. she is doing it more and more these days. I am so worried for her. all u need is some friends to help u out and u will be ok i promise. if u need someone to talk to i am here.
morgs
Hey girl don\'t apologize,its okay,I go on rants myself feels good,it is healthy for you to talk about things,maybe it will prevent ctigs,it is possable ya know!!Lots of Love christine please take care of yourself.As for your BF just sit down and talk to him first thing ok?