Wow I cant belive my last entry was nearly 4 years ago it looked like I wasnt doing to bad ....now I just want to die I often dream of drowning I think that would be a good way to go. Noone would miss me, wgo am I? Im a nobody cant even fall for the right person im a mess, just a waste of oxygen p, why do I exist? im no use I hate it inwish it would end. What more else can I say other than give it yo someone more deserving