RylieMichelle
Status: Tried to kill myself. Wimped out. I cant bring myself to even look at myself now.
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- So, this summer was AMAZING. i had the best summer ever, and I still have about a month left. But recently, Ive been feeling terrible. Ive been crying most every night, I've started cutting again, and I've been considering suicide so much lately. I...
- Ive been feeling great lately, but right now i've completely broken down. My arms are back to being my cutting boards, i cant stop crying, and i just want this to end. I want to die. and i want to die tonight. Im tired of my anxiety, my...
- So, my boyfriend... or ex... or whatever he is, and I have kinda been... fooling around since he's gotten back from the hospital, and after I got back from illinois. We havent done much, not ever had sex, but gotten pretty close. Im a little scared...
- It's sad how one word can completely destroy me. 'Fat.' I got into a fight on an online game and they called me fat. I honestly spent half an hour crying. now i feel horrible.... I dont even know what to do. Especially because just one word sends me...
- So, My boyfriend... or ex.. or whatever he is right now, just got out of the hospital, and I went over to his house to just hang out. One thing led to another, and we ended up on top of each-other, making out. Then things kept happening and before I...
- So, Im going to be visiting my family in illinois. I have situational and social anxiety, and I cope with it by playing guitar. But I cant bring my guitar. Im scared out of my mind, not knowing what to do without it. what should i do?
- Ive been in this relationship(If you could call it that) with a guy since September. It started out perfect. We liked the same music, we hung out so much, he'd pick me up from school every day (He was home schooled), and he was just a year older...
- So, Im stupid. I was getting ready to force myself to go to school and i cut. one straight across my forearm and craploads on my shoulder. Then I realized, Shit. I dont have any clothes that hide my cut on my arm. What should I do to hide them?
- Why did I have to have stupid anxiety, and have it set in in the freaking 7th grade? Missing school so much it seems unnatural for me to be there, according to my friends? why arent I normal?
- You know, when you really miss someone who's horrible for you. (Like for me, it's because he's an abusive drunk who's tried to force sex on me.) How do you make it through those nights? They happen to be around 7 or 8 pm when the sun's going down.I...
- Im seriously contemplating telling my mom to take me to the hospital because my urge to kill myself's terribly high right now. My anxiety's over the edge horrible and I was honestly on the floor of my mom's car screaming and crying because she...
- Im seriously contemplating telling my mom to take me to the hospital because my urge to kill myself's terribly high right now. My anxiety's over the edge horrible and I was honestly on the floor of my mom's car screaming and crying because she...
- So, i just cut. Around 50+ cuts and im sorry carved into my thigh. But my mom's coming upstairs. I need the bleeding to stop. ive been in my bathroom for over an hour. not cutting, but doing some other stuff, but the bleeding. it wont stop and im...
- so, recently ive been so horny. ill masturbate 3 or 4, sometimes 5 times. im always locked in my room masturbating, and my boyfriend and i have done some things. NOT sex, but a lot of... petting, if you get what i mean. Is this normal for a 14 year...
- So, when my boyfriend and I were still together, he somehow managed to convinced me to give him a blow job. He promised me that it'd make our relationship more casual and relaxed, and he also promised he would "return the favor" By eating me out....