bloofear
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I'm a 58 year old daughter, sister, Mom, wife,step mom, and grandmother of 7. I have a great family, I love all so much, but find hard to even talk on the phone with them. My Mom is a breast cancer survivor we lost our Dad in 2008 and she has always been so strong. My older brother has survived brain surgery and colon cancer, I feel guilty and ashamed that I'm not strong like they are.. I was diagnosed whith GAD and depression 2 years ago. I have been on several medications, and cognitive therapy. I've had small improvements, but thought I would be much better by now. I'm currently on Effexor, Clonazepam, and Remeron.., but fear they are not working as good as they were. I have to make myself keep up the house and social things. Mornings are the worst filled with dread, irrational worries and thoughts, afternoons are up and down, I feel the most like my old self in the evenings, and try to go to bed by 9pm. I hate the dred/fear feeling in my gut. Life is flying by, I don't want to be like this, I want to enjoy things again!
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