tryingtobestrong5
Status: Haven't been active enough lately, but if anyone needs anything I still check my messages almost every day... hope everyone's alright :)
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- It's been a while since I've been active on this site, I've gotten busy and my problems somehow blinded me from coming here. Now things are better, my paranoia did worsen I admit, but I am doing better overall. I do have something to ask about...
- It's been awhile since I've asked for help. I think I've been getting better, and I think I'm still alright. But I'm starting to miss cutting. I haven't used my blades, because just playing with them helps me calm down, so I haven't used them to...
- So I've been afraid of cockroaches for quite some time now. It's been worse lately, I can't open cabinets, I can't walk into my room without first looking around in it a couple steps away. Every time I see one I overreact and my heart is racing and...
- Hey guys... I haven't written a discussion here in a while, and now I feel like I need to. Well the boyfriend I had for 7 months broke up with me about 2 months ago, and now he's dating my cousin. I gave him plenty of opportunity to break up with me...
- Well I'm going to start off with why I created this group. When I was younger I woke up in the middle of the night and saw, what I thought was a demon. It was red and black and was hovering over me. When I blinked it seemed to be walking with a cane...
- Well I should've wrote this discussion earlier when it began but I was too stressed I couldn't even think straight. Well I had an ACL surgery on August 10th and I had to start school late. I felt so alone right after the surgery because my friends...
- I just need to know how many people have gone through this. I'm having a lot of trouble getting through this it's very hard emotionally I'd really appreciate any responds.
- Ok well I feel like I may actually be beating depression. But every time I've felt like this before depression would always come back to torture me again. So I don't want to speak too soon. I haven't self-injured for maybe 3-4 months but something...
- Hi I'm new to this group and I'm a little embarrassed to talk about my fear. I have a fear of cockroaches and I've had it for maybe a couple years but it seems to have gotten worse. Now I freeze when I see them, worst case scenario has been when my...
- Right now I'm feeling really lonely. I guess it's just memories coming back to me. This isn't the first time, but it's the first time I'm really acknowledging it, that I feel physically sad. Sometimes when I have specific thoughts, I feel like a...
- Ok so about a month ago I had a mental breakdown. I was texting my boyfriend and I was telling him my thoughts. He had told me if I ever tried to commit suicide he'd break up with me. So instead of trying my suicide plans, I stayed up all night...
- I finally felt well enough to give my mom some insight about what's going on with me. For once I felt like she wasn't judging me so I felt somewhat more comfortable than I usually do. Anyways she asked me the question "What are you thinking when you...
- Yesterday I got into a conversation with one of my substitutes and the topic of depression came up. At school today, a counselor called me in and said that the sub was concerned for me. So the counselor began by asking me questions and let me took...
- My parents don't know of my depression, but I know I have depression because I have been feeling so sad and, well, depressed for the last 5-6 years. I cut myself and I'm suicidal. I'm always taking tests online to see how high at risk I am for...
- I was bullied at a young age by my older brother and sister, then in 5th grade by my group mates and then again by a different boy and that same group in the 6th grade. My question is can we blame being bullied for our bad lives? Ever since I was...