tryingtobestrong5
Status: Haven't been active enough lately, but if anyone needs anything I still check my messages almost every day... hope everyone's alright :)
Mood:
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I feel like I have a lot to say, yet the words don't come to me easy so I can't communicate these emotions. I'm feeling so much like a burden, feeling so sad, and feeling like happiness has tricked...
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I'm feeling like such a burden. Like people would be so much happier if it wasn't for me. I feel like I'm a burden to my family, friends, boyfriend and even myself. If it wasn't for me they wouldn't...
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People think I'm a good girl. If they find out how many times I lied to my parents they'd start. People think I'm an overachiever. If they find out how many times I've quit they'd start. People think...
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Well today I was feeling well enough to talk to my mom about my life and my boyfriend, some things I feel I can never do especially with her. Well for once I felt like she understood and like she...
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I talked to a counselor about what's going on with my emotions. She called me in and asked how I was doing and I decided I should talk. To be honest I really just want to be left alone to cry, but I...
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I spent the whole day helping out my dad with outdoor chores. I felt like it really helped strengthen our relationship and without whining I also helped out my mom. So I feel like I was a good...
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I'm Sorry I don't Socialize with my Family. I'm Sorry I quit Soccer. I'm sorry I didn't Try out for Softball. I'm Sorry my Self-esteem makes me Quit. I'm sorry my Self-esteem is Low. I'm Sorry I'm...
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Backstory: Continued Once my depression started, I was crying every night, for weeks in a row. It was all just so painful, and like anyone else I was left wondering, "Why me?"...
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I'm taking a break from my backstory because of what's happened today. My goal of being a daughter, just went down, I failed again. I don't know right from wrong. I know that right makes me happy and...
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Backstory: Continued I don't really know what happened after that. I was trying to do well in games and I did good at school. The next thing I remember, was pain and not...
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Backstory: My earliest memory was when I was little, coming home from a soccer game and my dad going on and on about how I can improve myself. I was looking down at carpet, and...
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I feel like I may be gaining their trust again and I haven't lied to them so far... hopefully it stays this way :)
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Family is the most important thing in the WORLD. And you don't need to have the same blood to make you a family!!! Family are supposed to stick by your side no matter how many times you've lied, or...
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