pinkrose28

About Me

I am having a really difficult time standing up for myself and realizing that there is so much more out there for me if I would only work on my self esteem problems. I have a tendency to keep putting up with crap and blaming myself for the actions of someone else. I currently am involved in a situation where the person I have been seeing has made it so crystal clear I am no longer important and that there wont ever be a future between us. Instead of picking up the pieces of what I have left and moving on I spend all my energy on ways to fix it and get things back to how they once were. I am tired of feeling this way but at times I feel as if I have nobody to blame but myself .