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  Posted: 02/11/2019

  bossy_shortie commented on the discussion Anyone feeling lonely and want to chat?.

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  Posted: 02/11/2019

  bossy_shortie commented on the discussion Too much.

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  Posted: 01/14/2019

  bossy_shortie commented on the discussion Meds?.

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  Posted: 01/08/2019

  bossy_shortie commented on the discussion Tired.

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  Tired

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  Last Reply: Ollyvie 01/11/2019

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  i jus feel tired, I’ve been having some good days and suddenly I’m sad again I wanna revert back into my old ways of popping pills but that’s not okay to do anymore I might not wake up this time. This feeling is extremely exhausting today be honest. I just want to not feel like this . I wanna experience some level of joy in my life but idk what that feels like anymore. What can I do so that I don’t feel this way again 

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  Posted: 01/07/2019

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/17/2018

  bossy_shortie became friends with amzmedicalproducts.

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  Posted: 12/11/2018

  bossy_shortie commented on the discussion Don’t wanna b here no more.

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  Don’t wanna b here no more

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  Last Reply: Imnotalone 12/11/2018

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  i feel like I’m slowly fading through this maze with no end....I’m lost but it doesn’t feel like it.... I’m crumbling but no one is there to help me pick up the pieces. What do I do and where do I go from here. I’m lost and alone in this place called home and I don’t wanna be here anymore. Can someone please take me out of my misery 

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

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  Sigh

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

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  I could feel myself slowly going insane until nothing mattered anymore and caring was too difficult and feeling was too much and the smallest whisper would feel like an echo into the abyss and I was falling falling falling. And it wasn’t even sadness after a while. It was just overwhelming. It wasn’t even a tangible emotion. It was just nothing and the desperate desire to stop feeling it. 

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

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  Too much

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  Last Reply: bossy_shortie 02/11/2019

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  My tears are dry, the same way the rain dries up after having its own thunderstorm. I’ve broken down, now all I can do is stare at an empty wall. I feel nothing, yet, in some part of me I feel everything. This voice inside my head keeps me locked up under the bed sheets, I can’t find the courage to get up, I feel more alone than ever. Until, I thought of how I miss seeing sunsets or how I miss going to the mall with friends. I’ve been my own enemy, and now I have to be my own hero. I...

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  Alone in a room

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

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  How does one feel alone in a room filled with people... well let me tell you. It’s as if you’re in an insane asylum. Well that’s how it feels to me. Being around people that has no idea how close you are to the edge. You talk and laugh as if nothing is wrong but meanwhile your entire world is falling apart. Try talking to someone they said...I’ve tried but it was to no avail. I left feeling the same way I went in. That makes no sense to me, it really doesn’t. It’s hard explaining...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/06/2018

  bossy_shortie became friends with Zanzra.