i jus feel tired, I’ve been having some good days and suddenly I’m sad again I wanna revert back into my old ways of popping pills but that’s not okay to do anymore I might not wake up this time. This feeling is extremely exhausting today be honest. I just want to not feel like this . I wanna experience some level of joy in my life but idk what that feels like anymore. What can I do so that I don’t feel this way again
Brian Eno - An Ending https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=782&v=alo3KFRfLvE
Im starting a new medication tomorrow. It is supposed to help with my anxiety and depression. I haven't taken medication in a long time now. Im scared. im scared first because something might bad happen but the doctor said i would be fine, just need to eat something while i take it. i looked at the pill and it looks so scary, with different colors.im also sacred of getting better. which sounds...