i jus feel tired, I’ve been having some good days and suddenly I’m sad again I wanna revert back into my old ways of popping pills but that’s not okay to do anymore I might not wake up this time. This feeling is extremely exhausting today be honest. I just want to not feel like this . I wanna experience some level of joy in my life but idk what that feels like anymore. What can I do so that I don’t feel this way again
All of my friends (and my parents) want me to take maeds but I am not sure.
i'm sorry to post again i think this is the third time today. i feel really shakey tonight. is anyone available to chat or message with me a little bit? I'm sorry i am so needy right now. i feel like i am falling apart. i feel like i am on earth by myself. thank you.