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The Never Ending Cycle After Rape

Posted by: BlossomTree123

Posted: 04/15/2019

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**** TRIGGER WARNING ****So I don't really know where to begin with this.. life is just a total mess sometimes and I just really really need some support. As you may know from my previous journals I was in a sexually abusive relationship for almost two years where he practically brainwashed me, trapped me, cut off all of my connections and repeatedly raped me. I managed to get out of this two years ago and since then I have gradually found myself working over the anxiety, depression and PTSD. I...
Self-harm Addiction

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Posted: 04/15/2019

BlossomTree123 commented on the discussion Quitting Self Harming and Smoking.
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Self-harm Addiction

Quitting Self Harming and Smoking

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Last Reply: BlossomTree123 04/15/2019

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Really in need of some support. A few years ago I came out of a really bad, life changing relationship and afterwards I was just a shell (you can read more of what happened in my journals). When I was about 14 I used to self-harm; I felt quite lonely at school etc. My mum found out and freaked out and that made me freak out so I didn't self harm again... until I came out of that bad relationship. I was so depressed and anxious that it really felt like the only relief I could get. I self...
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Posted: 12/02/2018

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When is empathy too much?

Posted by: BlossomTree123

Posted: 11/30/2018

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I have been doing a bit of reflecting as I noticed that I am unbelievably effected by the people around me. I have been feeling extremely exhausted as I have been trying to keep my emotions under control whilst also feeling really affected if my boyfriend or best friend ever seem irritated, upset or annoyed etc (which is difficult because I live with them). I have been looking all over the internet for ways to try and not let other people's moods so deeply affect me. I have always been an...
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Posted: 11/30/2018

BlossomTree123 commented on BlossomTree123's journal Sex After Rape
Sex After Rape

Posted by: BlossomTree123

Posted: 11/23/2018

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In my previous journals I have explained a little bit about what happened to me. Long story short my ex boyfriend was very controlling etc and "it" happened constantly for about a year. I got out of it and since have made a lot of progress. I now have an amazing boyfriend who knows all about what happened and is very supportive. The only issue we have is with sex. When we first got together sex was fine. For a little bit I had no emotional connection to sex but we slowly worked through that....
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Posted: 11/22/2018

BlossomTree123 commented on BlossomTree123's journal That Horrible Word... Rape
That Horrible Word... Rape

Posted by: BlossomTree123

Posted: 11/19/2018

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Below is something I wrote in a personal diary just six months after I came to the realisation that I had been being regularly raped by my boyfriend. See to me I had always thought of rape as something that happens in an alleyway at night by a big scary monster. So when the guy I thought I loved, overtime gradually put more pressure on and cut my ties with friends and family and eventually stopped letting me decide what happened to my body.. well I didn't understand. I knew I was unhappy and...
Rape

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Posted: 11/19/2018

BlossomTree123 commented on the discussion Two Years On - Rape (Warning - Possible Trigger?).
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Posted: 11/17/2018

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