aloneforever21

It has been far past a year since I've done any self-harm.

So I've been talking with a friend (more like a pen-pal) and he recently came out to his parents and he's been encouraging me to do the same. But I really don't know how to . . .explain it to them....

I shall gaze into your eyes and see a world that you despise. Eye full of anger, eyes full of hate. Death is all you contemplate. Eyes glass over with the death as you breathe a feeble breath. To all...

You push your lip out in a pout, while blood is spewing like a spout. Your eyes are open in a glare, but no matter where you look you'll only find despair. Open up, open wide let the poison spill...

You push your lip out in a pout, while blood is spewing like a spout. Your eyes are open in a glare, but no matter where you look you'll only find despair. Open up, open wide let the poison spill...

Well its been a long time since I've written anything so I thought it was time for an update. I finally moved out of my small-town existence, although I do miss some aspects of it. I've moved in with...

A break from this loneliness is all that I craved and now I that I have it I feel enslaved. That which I so earnestly begged for came knocking down my door. Now I just ask them to leave, I implore....

Why do I languish that which I loathe? Why does my soul crave and yearn those things for which I have an utter hate? Why does my mind wish to comprehend those thing which cannot be understood? For...

Pain, pain go away never come another day. Blood, blood in my veins pour out and stain this odious filth with your crimson beauty. Exsanguination of this corpse is the only way to obtain...

Open wounds and a bleeding heart, that’s what makes us fall apart. Crying eyes and hurting souls, that’s why we’re trapped in black holes. Crimson life flowing free from troubles that seem so...

Why does my burning, empty soul long to be filled when all that can fill it is not but emptiness itself? Why do the windows of my soul pour out my sadness in the bitter weepings of agony? Why does...

As I kneel beside my sweet love's bed, I embrace her cold hand in mine. Tears, streaming down my face the entirety of my being quivers from sorrow and anguish. I cry out to God, "Please, do not take...

Three weeks today I've been free from my self-mutilating habits

This world is burning with the everlasting flame of Hate. The poison of lies is blinding the closed eyes of humanity. The loss of life is all that remains. Betrayal and lies are what pains the soul...

My mind and memories seem far too intent to bring up the most painful memories today. I've been cleaning house, listening to music, reading a book, walking. . .anything to keep my mind occupied on...