Alas

A break from this loneliness is all that I craved and now I that I have it I feel enslaved. That which I so earnestly begged for came knocking down my door. Now I just ask them to leave, I implore. Your kind-hearted smiles are like poison in viles. Those things which hoped for so long, now only my agony prolong. The end of this terrible plight was in sight, but now I stand afright. I yearn to unshackle my burden called Life and stop my eternal strife. My mind, the pains, the blood in my veins that stains this wretched filth. A knife, a gun neither are very fun but both will get the job done. My neck, a noose my feet are swinging loose. No pain no strife I've finally ended my Life