aloneforever21

Why do you hate us? Why do you lie? Why do the pains we feel make us bleed and cry? All this hurt and and this turmoil kill us and bury our bodies in this earth's soil. Let us fade and let us rot,...

For no reason have I existed. All the reasons I have for living are the thorns that pierce my heart and poison my soul. My heart is shattered in a million shards that ruminate my body. I lay on the...

two whole weeks cut-session free =D

Apparently piercings are a form of SM....?? So if I want to get more piercings or a tattoo, does that mean I shouldn't?? That would be rather upsetting, because I love getting piercings.

I have not self-mutilated in thirteen days :)

Eleven straight days without cutting. Not really a big deal, but I feel like it is.

Heavy clouds, pouring rain. Wash away this crimson stain. Crying sky, raging flood. Wash away the filth and blood. All the people all the hate. Lets all congregate. Open veins, broken heart. Come on...

With every day that passes, it get increasingly difficult to wake up. To face the day, to survive. To refuse sinking back into that pit when it was so comforting, so blissful.

There are reasons why I hate people. There are reasons why I avoid them at ALL costs. There are reasons why I "hide away." And every time I emerge from my cellar I get more and more reasons to shut...

Over a month since I've last cut :D It's been hard been one step at a time

How can one choose sides in a fight that he has created? Such a simple debate, yet it causes so many issues and so much fear. Curse this duality of my very nature, in my very soul. Damned be this...

A break from this loneliness is all that I craved and now I that I have it I feel enslaved. That which I so earnestly begged for came knocking down my door. Now I just ask them to leave, I implore....

Why do I languish that which I loathe? Why does my soul crave and yearn those things for which I have an utter hate? Why does my mind wish to comprehend those thing which cannot be understood? For...

Pain, pain go away never come another day. Blood, blood in my veins pour out and stain this odious filth with your crimson beauty. Exsanguination of this corpse is the only way to obtain...

Open wounds and a bleeding heart, that’s what makes us fall apart. Crying eyes and hurting souls, that’s why we’re trapped in black holes. Crimson life flowing free from troubles that seem so...