aloneforever21

Over a month since I've last cut :D It's been hard been one step at a time

How can one choose sides in a fight that he has created? Such a simple debate, yet it causes so many issues and so much fear. Curse this duality of my very nature, in my very soul. Damned be this...

A break from this loneliness is all that I craved and now I that I have it I feel enslaved. That which I so earnestly begged for came knocking down my door. Now I just ask them to leave, I implore....

Why do I languish that which I loathe? Why does my soul crave and yearn those things for which I have an utter hate? Why does my mind wish to comprehend those thing which cannot be understood? For...

Pain, pain go away never come another day. Blood, blood in my veins pour out and stain this odious filth with your crimson beauty. Exsanguination of this corpse is the only way to obtain...

Open wounds and a bleeding heart, that’s what makes us fall apart. Crying eyes and hurting souls, that’s why we’re trapped in black holes. Crimson life flowing free from troubles that seem so...

Why does my burning, empty soul long to be filled when all that can fill it is not but emptiness itself? Why do the windows of my soul pour out my sadness in the bitter weepings of agony? Why does...

As I kneel beside my sweet love's bed, I embrace her cold hand in mine. Tears, streaming down my face the entirety of my being quivers from sorrow and anguish. I cry out to God, "Please, do not take...

Three weeks today I've been free from my self-mutilating habits

This world is burning with the everlasting flame of Hate. The poison of lies is blinding the closed eyes of humanity. The loss of life is all that remains. Betrayal and lies are what pains the soul...

My mind and memories seem far too intent to bring up the most painful memories today. I've been cleaning house, listening to music, reading a book, walking. . .anything to keep my mind occupied on...

Why do you hate us? Why do you lie? Why do the pains we feel make us bleed and cry? All this hurt and and this turmoil kill us and bury our bodies in this earth's soil. Let us fade and let us rot,...

For no reason have I existed. All the reasons I have for living are the thorns that pierce my heart and poison my soul. My heart is shattered in a million shards that ruminate my body. I lay on the...

two whole weeks cut-session free =D

Apparently piercings are a form of SM....?? So if I want to get more piercings or a tattoo, does that mean I shouldn't?? That would be rather upsetting, because I love getting piercings.