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- hello, Just a little back story, had a kidney transplant at 15. Am now 30 and on transplant list again. Because of this to have a child I have to do surrogacy. I am at the beginning of the process but feel like this is never going to happen. I...
- I am drunk and for no reason I knipped myself with scissors 4 times. They are small. But it hurt myself none- the less. I think I just si'ed for the first time for almost 4 years. I am so scared right now. I have felt myself slipping lately. ...
- Trigger warning......///////////////So I am just about 4 year since the last time I cut. I am happy that I have lasted this long. I haven't gone this long since I was 13 and I am not 29 almost 30. For no reason at all the urge comes back. It is...
- Hey,Does anyone else purposefully imagine cutting as they are falling asleep? I like to imagine the pain and what my arms looked like with healing cuts and scars. Sometimes this is the only way I can fall asleep. I know this probably isn't...
- Hello All,It has been a long white since I posted on here. A little back ground on me. I am in my late twenties and for the past 10 years or so, I have had these feelings that something happened to me when I was younger. I have had glimpses of...
- This weekend I finally told my best friend about my cutting. We have known each other since 8th grade. I moved away when we were 18. At that time I was still doing smaller, shallower cuts. So she had never noticed. Until this point my fiance...
- I am having a really bad day. Nothing major has happened or triggered besides a little spat with fiance. But the urge to give in is stronger than it has been in a long time. I don't think I will give in, but I really want to . I have gone...
- Hey all, I am new to the group and have a issue that has been bugging me. I don't know if this is the right place to start this discussion. So I apologize in advanceOk so here it goes. Recently I was "smoking", and had an interesting experience...
- Hey all,Ok so this might sound a bit strange, and I may not be posting this in the right place. warning this might be triggering to anyone who has been the victim of sexual abuse.Ok so here it goes. Recently I was "smoking", and had an interesting...
- I am not writing this to brag or make other's feel bad. I am writing this to show there is hope.I have been cutting since I was 13. I am now 27, 28 in Dec. I am just about to hit a year and a half without cutting. This is the longest I have EVER...
- So as of this month I have made it a year with no cutting! I haven't done this since I was 18 and am now 27. I still have intense urges! But I am working through them! There is HOPE!
- Ok there are a few things in my life that are better than sex. 1. I deny this, but, cutting. The feeling the moment right after you cut. That rush, I can feel it wash over me. It is a like taking a shot of good strong booze. It is like a...
- I have always pictured my thoughts and my true self and a separate girl in my head. She is completely different from the me I portray on the outside. On the outside I am sweet, nice, out going, happy and positive. The girl on the outside is...
- Hello All, I am new to this group. I have been on here for a couple months on another group.I have been struggling with my weight since I can remember I have been on and off diets since I was 9 years old. Yes 9 years old. I didn't start to get...
- I am glad to say this is going to be a positive post. Last night I had the biggest anxiety attack/ breakdown I have had in over a year. But the positive part is I didn't cut! I didn't drink, I just rode it out, let my bf hold me and talk me through...