Why?

I dont understand this pain. I feel like I do at times but, I also feel like I could never love again. There are so many things that I dont know about this marrige. How could she cheat on me when Im in Iraq. Are people truly that evil. Have I been blinded to all that was in front of me. I want to move on. I want to be better as a person and a husband yet I feel that I wont be given a chance. At times I feel that all this will pass with time but, the pain all seems to everwhelm me when I least expect it. God, I am sorry for all I have done wrong to others in my life. I feel this must be my punishment. I just dont want to hurt anymore.

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sadngone
sadngone

I so feel your pain and ask the same questions, I will add you to my prayers every day, and maybe there is something that we are not seeing like a light at the end of a long tunnel.
sadngone
sadngone

I would like to chat with you sonny, and by the way my name is Linda
sonny31
sonny31

any time linda. Maybe we are not shining our light bright enough.