Doing well.

Well I have officially lost 19 pounds since I have started this whole life changing event with my wife. Hopefully its not because of the depression but because of eating right and going to the gym. So things are looking up at this time. Over  the past month I have become so much stronger than I ever have been in my life. Mentally of course. I just had to come to the realization that I am in control of what I am capable of and not how my wife feels about me. I still continue to hope and pray that we can work things out but I must prepare for my own progression through life. At least things have changed to some mornings are rough and most days are good. I do pray that my wife finds the answers she is looking for and finds happiness in whatever it is that brings her love. To all of my friends here on DS, Sonny loves ya and thank you all for the moments of clarity and understanding. I owe you all a great debt. Somehow and someday I will be able to fullfill that debt to you. God bless all and I will by the first round when I get home from Iraq!