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i am doing so much better today. the whole last week in fact. i dont know why other than i took some advice and talked. :) i think that a lot of stuff is resolving itself....but i seem to have a...

i dont know what the hell i am doing here. i started my classes as a pharmacy tech and i am unable to keep on track. i feel like i am failing and it is just the start of the second week. i feel like...

i just go through completing the first week of school. it is so much to take in all at once! i havent been in school for so many years, that going back to get my certification has been absolutely...

i have gone to the doctor and have pretty much figured out why i am hurting so bad. and i have started school and am getting used to being in the world. some days are still really hard, others not so...

im tired. i dont know anymore. i just broke down sobbing, and then i vented frustration and anger at my family. for things that werent even their fault reallly. all i know is that the sun will be...

im terrified today. im scared and sad. i slept for a while last night, i didnt dream that i remember. i do that sometimes. its far worse when i cant remember them. i wake panicked and outta sorts, i...

im not panicking as bad right now. i am not sure though when the next time will come for a nightmare or a panic attack. my anniversary is coming up, i am still in a lot of pain and still have yet to...

i am doing so much better today. the whole last week in fact. i dont know why other than i took some advice and talked. :) i think that a lot of stuff is resolving itself....but i seem to have a...

i dont know what the hell i am doing here. i started my classes as a pharmacy tech and i am unable to keep on track. i feel like i am failing and it is just the start of the second week. i feel like...

i just go through completing the first week of school. it is so much to take in all at once! i havent been in school for so many years, that going back to get my certification has been absolutely...

i have gone to the doctor and have pretty much figured out why i am hurting so bad. and i have started school and am getting used to being in the world. some days are still really hard, others not so...

im tired. i dont know anymore. i just broke down sobbing, and then i vented frustration and anger at my family. for things that werent even their fault reallly. all i know is that the sun will be...

im terrified today. im scared and sad. i slept for a while last night, i didnt dream that i remember. i do that sometimes. its far worse when i cant remember them. i wake panicked and outta sorts, i...

im not panicking as bad right now. i am not sure though when the next time will come for a nightmare or a panic attack. my anniversary is coming up, i am still in a lot of pain and still have yet to...

i am doing so much better today. the whole last week in fact. i dont know why other than i took some advice and talked. :) i think that a lot of stuff is resolving itself....but i seem to have a...