going better

i am doing so much better today. the whole last week in fact. i dont know why other than i took some advice and talked. :) i think that a lot of stuff is resolving itself....but i seem to have a problem with studying at times. i did flashback twice this week, but i think that i am going to do fine. i wish that things had not gone wrong in my life, but sometimes i think that maybe it was for a reason and that maybe i will be able to use this as a teaching lesson later in life or something! i am so glad for each day that i am alive and well...