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I was at the point of death today. I dont know how ill get through the rest of life if it is as bad as it has been the first half. I thought when i could get through some stuff, while all i could do...

Im so fed up. I just want to come out of my skin like do something extreme. How can you live if No matter to what extreme you go nothing changes. GRRR. My grandad is a multi millionaire and left...

What a doozy. I went to sleep in the afternoon to take a nap for a few hours. It was i think the worst nightmares ive ever had. Mabey not the most frightening, but i cant remember ever having a worst...

 In danger. LIfes threats have become intimidating. I cant see where they come from or where they go. They hit me like ravens diving and swirling around cares and concerns. Their beaks try to break...

Wow, feeling ectasy in rare form. I made it to the moon, but my roomate got in the way. Hes groomed but doomed me becuase i cant wait to smoke outside the gate. Mabey its all in my head, mabey my...

I might be an alcholic. I might be sittin down. I might find a way to beat this frown todya but tommorrow is always a step away from falliing down. I sit under the moon. Look up at the stars strune...

Mental illness did not get the best of me today. Im happy todya thats enought for now.

How do you live with shcizophrenia and aspergers in this world. You live however you can, whenever you can, survive however you can. Just know that salvaiton is an eternal security, running the race...

I fugured out what meds do. After gaining weight, sleeping all day, no focus, no energy, dizzy spells, and a total lack of apptitude to get control of my life i went off meds. Off the meds i was able...

Im am very lost. I dont know exactly what to do. I feel sick to my stomach. overwhelmed in my heart. and my whole body is burning with pain. Im just about to lose my mind so im getting back on the...

Ive got keep the train on the tracks. You can keep going over and over in you head about all that went wrong, or you can harden your heart a little bit and know things are the way they are and happen...

Ive been diagnosed with from one doc for OCD. I never really saw it to much or didnt notice . I sure noticed it today. My mind is a freakin mess man.

I get so thrown off by delusions of granduer. Once something gets it into my mind im like a really smart or something i go off the deep end. Ive kept it under control and honestly the whole thing...

REAlly sick today. I feel like surreal. I hear the loud and clear voices. They dont really tell me to do anything anymore they just try to mess up my thoughts. I see an intense hatred they have for...

Im feeling a bit distressed. Changing every stance. Moving on beyond what ive been doing. Though its not practical. I cant see the image i have of life being satisfiying. Im not happy. Still don't...