TexasMade

All the stress in my life caught up with me and I knew it was comming. I had 2 panic attacks this morning while getting myself together one right after the other. It was the worst feeling I felt like...

I hate my life I wish I had some one who understood me instead of making me feel bad all  the time! Because I'm so sleepy and I'm not happy about my weight I should be doing something about it don't...

I guess I'll be calling my Pdoc on monday the Topomax just isn't working out I feel nervous and jittery and still hungry I'm just starving myself at this point. I guess the Abilify works the best for...

How can some one feel so alone in their life when they have people in their life's? I have a wonderful family, but at times I feel so alone I wake up and don't feel good take my med's feel sleepy no...

My therapist told me to think about what I want to do with my life but when I think about it it it makes me sad because I really don't know. She asks what do I want to do to help others I'm so...

I had a great session with my therapist the ohter day we talked about some things I shouldnt feel guilty about from my past. It was the first time I really openend up it was nice and a good start to...

Damn how long does it take for this Topomax to get in my system already it's been 5 day's and I'm still hungry like a cow!!!Do I need a stronger dose or do I just need some more time? The good new's...

So I started this diet and already fell off and am very frustrated with myself! It only worked for about 2 day's how in the world do you pull this off? I want to loose the weight, but I'm alway's...

I set a new goal today. By this time next year I want to know who I truely am and what I truley want in my life. Who knows how the next year will go, but hopefully with the help of my med's I'll be...

Ok I just wrote about 3 paragraph's and lost them all and don't know if I feel like writing them all over, but the bottom line is who am I and where do I want to be in the next 5 years? Do I want to...

Seriously started my diet yesterday. I went to the Dr. and had a major wake up call at 190 lbs. I thought I would die am I really that big!? So I cut all the goodies out of my diet yesterday the...

I'm starting to become in tune with my body I can feel an episode coming on and with knowing this I can take the right med's which may not stop the episode, but make it easier to deal with. So in...

I haven't written in sooo long I have been doing very well lately and haven't had an episode in  I don't know how long. My med's are really working as well as family life kid's are doing well...

I'm feeling pretty good these day's although my computer is not I've been having some problem's with it, but anyway like I was saying I still feel like I should be somewhere else but I'm dealing with...

 I feel like I'm having an out of body expierience what ever that means I just don't feel like myself and it's causing some worry I feel like I'm suppose to be somewhere else like the weather should...