TexasMade

My therapist told me to think about what I want to do with my life but when I think about it it it makes me sad because I really don't know. She asks what do I want to do to help others I'm so...

I had a great session with my therapist the ohter day we talked about some things I shouldnt feel guilty about from my past. It was the first time I really openend up it was nice and a good start to...

Damn how long does it take for this Topomax to get in my system already it's been 5 day's and I'm still hungry like a cow!!!Do I need a stronger dose or do I just need some more time? The good new's...

So I started this diet and already fell off and am very frustrated with myself! It only worked for about 2 day's how in the world do you pull this off? I want to loose the weight, but I'm alway's...

I set a new goal today. By this time next year I want to know who I truely am and what I truley want in my life. Who knows how the next year will go, but hopefully with the help of my med's I'll be...

Ok I just wrote about 3 paragraph's and lost them all and don't know if I feel like writing them all over, but the bottom line is who am I and where do I want to be in the next 5 years? Do I want to...

Seriously started my diet yesterday. I went to the Dr. and had a major wake up call at 190 lbs. I thought I would die am I really that big!? So I cut all the goodies out of my diet yesterday the...

I'm starting to become in tune with my body I can feel an episode coming on and with knowing this I can take the right med's which may not stop the episode, but make it easier to deal with. So in...

I haven't written in sooo long I have been doing very well lately and haven't had an episode in  I don't know how long. My med's are really working as well as family life kid's are doing well...

I'm feeling pretty good these day's although my computer is not I've been having some problem's with it, but anyway like I was saying I still feel like I should be somewhere else but I'm dealing with...

 I feel like I'm having an out of body expierience what ever that means I just don't feel like myself and it's causing some worry I feel like I'm suppose to be somewhere else like the weather should...

I haven't written in a while I gues I'm feeling better so I'm not on as much. The group I started is'nt doing well, it  seemed like a great idea at the time , but it's really slow and no one really...

I went to Chuckie Cheese yesterday ,but I don't feel like I've even been out of the house it's so frickin frustrating I'm bored and have nothing to do I feel the hot summer weather is trapping me and...

I created my own group called Dealing With addiction it's a place you can go to vent and hear peoples stories. I'm pretty excited about it I can help people cope. Iv'e had many addictions in my life...

I'm doing ok today feeling better about life that depression shit seem's to come from nowhere and then it leaves when ever it want's.It's hot outside I have'nt been out for two day's I'm soo bored I...