TexasMade

I created my own group called Dealing With addiction it's a place you can go to vent and hear peoples stories. I'm pretty excited about it I can help people cope. Iv'e had many addictions in my life...

I'm doing ok today feeling better about life that depression shit seem's to come from nowhere and then it leaves when ever it want's.It's hot outside I have'nt been out for two day's I'm soo bored I...

Today wasn't a good day for me I tried to be on the computer today, but I lost interest fairly quickly. I'm feeling the depression taking over me I can't even write today.

Today was my apt. with the pdoc He uped my klonopin for my nervousness and anxiety.He seems to think Abilify and Prozac are helping, which I also think is true because I don't feel as bad as I did...

I went to the hospital today when I woke up I just  didn't feel right. I think I had almost every side affect from this med than any others I felt high the Doctor told me I could just stop taking it...

Iv'e felt weird the last couple of day's due to my med's I'm having horrible side affects,memory loss, drymouth,and nervousness. the only thing I like about this med is I'm not hungry so does'nt that...

Feeling ok thismorning I wish I could say the new med's are working, but i just can't tell (I'll be back to finish

I'm rapid cycling today this morning I felt good and then all of the sudden I felt down  agin crying for no reason. I just want to lay in my bed and go to sleep! 

Well today I finally have my apt with the Pdoc, tried to get one last week ,but he was crazy busy. I'm not sure how it's going to go because I have'nt had an episode since I came back from Texas so I...

Ok so this is all I can think about today Big grl jeans I went up another size and I'm super frusrtated I already have such a hard time buying jeans because of my pear shape and to have to look for a...

I think it's going to be a pretty qiuet day today not much to do will probably be on the computer all day, hope everyone is in the mood for some humor cause I really want to laugh and be happy so...

I never seem to write much in my journal, but I can say atleast I'm writting and that for me is a positive step. I guess what I want to talk about today as odd as it may be is my impulsivness with...

Today I have read an unusual amoumt of unhappiness in some of the groups and it makes me feel sad. It's hard enough when you yourself have problems,but it's even worse when everyone around you is...

I look out the window in hopes that I will see a future for me,but I don't. My life is filled with thoughts of the unknown who am I, how do I feel, where am I going.? I'm 34 and have no Idea what I...

I'm going to see the therapist today after coming back from my vacation. unfortunatlly My vacation was'nt all it was suppose to be my mom was acting BP and it raelly did'nt help me feel any better....