Rant And Rave And Rant Some more
I hate my life I wish I had some one who understood me instead of making me feel bad all the time! Because I'm so sleepy and I'm not happy about my weight I should be doing something about it don't you think I would if I could I'm just lazy and depressing to look at. Wow I fee better about myself. Don't eat that you know how it makes you feel what are you doing have some self control! What the fuck is self control? I have a-lot going on with my kid's and don't know how I will make it but a little positive support would be nice. Why do so called normal people think they are helping you when they only make you feel worse I didn't ask for this it was given to me and I do the best I can I will never be the same person on med's never! You know it's funny when I was getting out of the shower today which by the way I didn't want to take. My exact words were I hate my life. I think It is time for another med change.
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Im so sorry to see you\'re feeling so badly sweetie.. it sounds like the slippery slope of depression... a med change does sound like it may be a key here.. huge hug for you and a blessing..x
I can relate to so much of what you\'ve said here!!!!!! (I have it much easier, though, in that I don\'t have someone making me feel bad and my children are grown.)
I just noticed the other day that one of the symptoms of Seroquel is sluggishness. I wonder if that\'s what wrong with me. Why I seem so lazy. I\'m sure it\'s why I\'m so terribly overweight.
I took a shower last night and it was all I could do to make myself get in that shower and wash my hair. Brushing my teeth seems like a major hassle.
I have said, \'I hate my life\' numerous times!!! Out loud. And this is while I\'m alone. (Sometimes, I say, \'Help.\' LOLOL!!!!!! I don\'t know exactly what I want help with -- everything, I guess! -- but I never plan on saying it. It just comes out of my mouth, surprising myself!!!)
I guess normal people will NEVER be able to understand what it\'s like to be like this (Hell, *I* don\'t understand it!) and maybe that\'s why they\'re not better at making you feel better instead of worse. And I suppose putting up with us can be hard for people, too. But, yes. Some positive support would really help a lot!!!
I hope a med change helps you!!!! Seems like I\'m kind of stuck in this mode no matter what meds I am on. And I\'ve been through a lot of them. I never even thought that a med change might help the way I think and feel when it comes to my life!!!! Maybe I should be giving that some thought!!!!
Good luck!!! I\'m sorry that you are feeling as you are, but I really do relate to it, to some degree!!!! (((((Hugs)))))