TexasMade

So I'm back for a while I hope, I have a temporary computer for a bit, but anyway's abunch of shit has happend since the last time I wrote. I guess we'll start with the bad thing I lost my cat and am...

It has been a long time since I have written in this journal and I have truley missed it in fact i've missed everything about this site. I'm on a med change right now I'm taking abilify @ night...

I haven't written in sooo long I guess it's because since I've been back on my med's I feel better I still have my moments, but not as bad. I joined facebook the other day since they changed their...

I had a great session with my therapist the ohter day we talked about some things I shouldnt feel guilty about from my past. It was the first time I really openend up it was nice and a good start to...

Damn how long does it take for this Topomax to get in my system already it's been 5 day's and I'm still hungry like a cow!!!Do I need a stronger dose or do I just need some more time? The good new's...

So I started this diet and already fell off and am very frustrated with myself! It only worked for about 2 day's how in the world do you pull this off? I want to loose the weight, but I'm alway's...

I set a new goal today. By this time next year I want to know who I truely am and what I truley want in my life. Who knows how the next year will go, but hopefully with the help of my med's I'll be...

Ok I just wrote about 3 paragraph's and lost them all and don't know if I feel like writing them all over, but the bottom line is who am I and where do I want to be in the next 5 years? Do I want to...

Seriously started my diet yesterday. I went to the Dr. and had a major wake up call at 190 lbs. I thought I would die am I really that big!? So I cut all the goodies out of my diet yesterday the...

I'm starting to become in tune with my body I can feel an episode coming on and with knowing this I can take the right med's which may not stop the episode, but make it easier to deal with. So in...

I haven't written in sooo long I have been doing very well lately and haven't had an episode in  I don't know how long. My med's are really working as well as family life kid's are doing well...

I'm feeling pretty good these day's although my computer is not I've been having some problem's with it, but anyway like I was saying I still feel like I should be somewhere else but I'm dealing with...

 I feel like I'm having an out of body expierience what ever that means I just don't feel like myself and it's causing some worry I feel like I'm suppose to be somewhere else like the weather should...

I haven't written in a while I gues I'm feeling better so I'm not on as much. The group I started is'nt doing well, it  seemed like a great idea at the time , but it's really slow and no one really...

I went to Chuckie Cheese yesterday ,but I don't feel like I've even been out of the house it's so frickin frustrating I'm bored and have nothing to do I feel the hot summer weather is trapping me and...