bumsen30
Status: im back to work finally working first shift sucks ass tho
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So for the last year or so I have been feeling lost,lost for words lost with time memories emotion I feel like I'm at a serious low point in my life I haven't had a job in almost a year no car no...
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A random thought popped up in my head im thankful for my ex wife even tho we had our issues before i started dating her she saved me pretty much from suicide and pushed me to do better but now im...
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You took the life right out of me.had me trapped behind enemy lines. stuck on bullshit lies you fed my mind.you tried to leave me empty and blind inside it was all a flawed plan by design now its...
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Im struggling to do my best without meds and just a learners perrmit no money and bills stressing over a ton of shit i havent worked in over a year i barely eat sleep or do anything other than...
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I was surfing youtube earlier and came across a song that almost made me cry the song made me think back about how i never got to say goodbye to my grandma and it kills me that i never cried over...
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Im tired of running from my past and the memories everytime I go into a room and I hear arguing I automatically want to leave the room. I dont tell people how im doing anymore I just try to cope the...
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Idk wtf to do anymore this lifestyle ive been living has taken its toll.I feel like im going nowhere im life and having these secrets suck too. Last november I was with a girl who was bipolar and a...
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Looking back as a child I wish I hadnt let my pride get in the way of everything if I had let ny parents know I was getting bullied daily at school I might not have had such a bad time instead of...
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I lay here at night and stop to look at the clock on my phone trying to sleep but I'm stuck in thought in a place I call my own.
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Im at a loss for words at times it seems I just wish I knew why I was even born at all.been out of my meds for 5 days and I can feel my thoughts racing again a little bit here and there not too bad...
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My Life is like an ocean a constant change of mixed motions crazy thoughts actions and notions.drowning in my own self loathing just constantly wishing struggling and hoping.feeling rewired and...
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Fuck humanity the whole world is a calamity fueled by insanity crime and trajedy I sit here and think what a travesty the worlds fucked up filled with propaganda political secrets lies and slanderHow...
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so its been awhile since i been on here a year wow thats crazy i am finally getting my life together after everything i have been through (divorce,getting arrested,almost having a kid etc) i still...
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so in the last 6 months my life has been crazy i split from my wife, got arrested put on probation lost my job went on spending sprees with my money started drinking (quit after i got arrested tho)...
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down to a bmi of 22.2 and 145 pounds in august of 2010 i weighed 200 pounds i lost 55 pounds since !
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