Im tired of running from my past and the memories everytime I go into a room and I hear arguing I automatically want to leave the room. I dont tell people how im doing anymore I just try to cope the best I can but all I see in my head when I hear a argument Is being 21and being married and remembering all the chaos and fights and having to just suck it up and deal with it .I feel like my life was ruined after that because I havent been that social with family or friends