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I it was last Friday that i gambled last.  This site has been a great blessing in keeping me strong, and I look forward to continued strength and happiness.  My goal is to get through the first 30...

It is day 5 of my journey and I am going to paraphrase a few lines from my fellow gambling addict eastwester for my entry.  Very inspiring words this morning:Today, I will try to change things. It...

I haven't gambled since Friday April 8th.  All of my ATM withdrawals have cleared the bank and thank the Lord there is some $ left - had I went to a casino in the last 3 days that would not be the...

I haven't gambled since Friday but the worry isn't over - I logged on to the online banking and I know that not all of my ATM withdrawals haven't shown up yet so how much did I spend?? I never wanted...

I am sick of this life of lies and emotional torture that gambling is causing me.  I am now at the point of thinking I have to gamble to make back some of my latest loosings but I know that won't...

I haven't posted much lately and haven't visited the site as much as I like so I will journal my updates.  It has been over 90 days of not gambling and the last ones have been much easier than the...

I actually went to a casino with a group of people and did not gamble, I really didn't have the urge to either.  I had been setting myself up with the mentality that I can not do that no matter...

Well I have made it 60 days gamble free.  Of course I still think about it when I drive by them, or near them but I am very happy not to wake up at night in a panic about how I am going to come up...

Today I find myself in a difficult situation in that I have free time and no real obligations.  In the past this would be my hayday to go wild and plan on spending every dime I could get my hands...

I have had a few times in the last few days that would have been a sure time to gamble and I was able to fight the urges so I "won" those battles.  I think the thing that amazes me is how many times...

I  realize 2 weeks doesn't make me "cured" and nothing will but this goal is to go 30 days without gambling.  I feel that will be a good start in breaking my patterns of finding casinos.  I am...

I it was last Friday that i gambled last.  This site has been a great blessing in keeping me strong, and I look forward to continued strength and happiness.  My goal is to get through the first 30...

It is day 5 of my journey and I am going to paraphrase a few lines from my fellow gambling addict eastwester for my entry.  Very inspiring words this morning:Today, I will try to change things. It...

I haven't gambled since Friday April 8th.  All of my ATM withdrawals have cleared the bank and thank the Lord there is some $ left - had I went to a casino in the last 3 days that would not be the...

I haven't gambled since Friday but the worry isn't over - I logged on to the online banking and I know that not all of my ATM withdrawals haven't shown up yet so how much did I spend?? I never wanted...