Day 3

I haven't gambled since Friday but the worry isn't over - I logged on to the online banking and I know that not all of my ATM withdrawals haven't shown up yet so how much did I spend?? I never wanted to know cause that might give me a glimpse of reality.  I would bet that the ATM withdrawal fees and overdraft charges that I have paid over the years enough to have paid off some ever lingering debt. 
No more sweating when I log onto the computer to check my account - I am going to let God help me to overcome this mess and move me forward to a life of peace and prosperity.