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Exhausted, feeling like utter crap and then the wonders of a skin infection on top of it all.  I don't know if its impetigo or a staph infection since the doctors office is full and unable to see...

I had my sleep study last night....I woke up a lot and didn't sleep well.  Not sure how it will turn out.  I am just tired of not sleeping.Today I am managing.  I have a headache that is a gnawing...

The whole point of writing the blog was to talk about the crazy things.The NRP fail was a big scare to me.  Up until this time it was little things like conversations that my husband and I or the...

About 6 years ago when we were living in Lowell, IN I was experiencing dizzy spells and jaw pain and started dropping things with my right hand.  I became known as the dropper in the house.  (which...

Interestingly days I'm having; Hubby out of town, us living in a new town and the kids trying to get things together so they have friends.  I am always so afraid to go out and meet new people as we...

last week we celebrated Noah's birthday early (since most people are out of town for the 4th of July weekend) Lily made Noah a brownie cake.....my favorite.  I succumbed to temptation and tried one...

Some days it just takes a good swift kick in the ass to get me moving.  I found a few bits of information on what to change in my diet for this IIH.  I can no longer eat regular cheese :P  I found...

When you suffer from depression because you are in emotional pain it at times can be easier to hide but when you are suffering from pain that others can't see and they don't understand it that leaves...

One step at a time, one moment.  It seems the battle of the bulge has caught up to me and now PTC or pseudotumor cerebri which is also known as Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension.  To me its blah...

Days off end too quickly and my mind doesn't get the mental rest it needs before it starts all over....can't wait until June when I can be home one more day.....with my family....looking forward to...

Crazy days...I know that tomorrow will be a bad day at work because of the person that is in charge......I wish that they would find someone else  to do this job...this lady is nice but I can help...

thinking its time for a career change.

going back to work and I hate the first day.....can't wait until Saturday again for a day off.  The stress is overwhelming.....

Had a nice weekend....wish it didn't have to end....missing Doug already he had to go back to work....I work Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday...can't wait until we are back together on the weekend:) ...

 is how I feel....heading back to work and knowing that it will suck me emotionally dry.  Sometimes my coworkers are very needy and it makes it very difficult for me....or ppl are just plain shitty...