lonely

Interestingly days I'm having; Hubby out of town, us living in a new town and the kids trying to get things together so they have friends.  I am always so afraid to go out and meet new people as we have done this over and over......I just want to go home. (but where the hell is home?)  6 moves in 11 years, I just want to throw my self on the bed and kick and scream!  I feel unsettled and I just want to pick up and move again.
I never thought of myself as a nomad.....
Just trying to make it through the lonely days....I will be much happier when his traveling slows down.