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So between therapy and my job in D.V. and S.V. I have been watching a lot of Ted Talks on youtube.  Last night I watched several on FEAR.  Which by the way I have a butt load of.  Everthing from...

I know I have posted something similar on an old account but I think its worth posting again even if it's just for me.  My grandpapa was the greatest man I ever knew.  He was kind and loving and...

So I am definitely in the dark place again, even with talking about seeing my Rapist and seeing my therapist who was actually awake the other day, but its all still there deep inside me and I can't...

So I don't really have a plan for writing tonight but......nvm...I do.  I had therapy today and Tiggy asked me how I was dealing with feeling safe, I told her I didn't know because I think I'm just...

I went to Walmart today and ended up by nails talking to a little old lady about different fake nails and the next thing I know that bastard I put in prison for ten years is walking toward me, as...

I work a crisis line for D.V. and S.A.. I had my first pervert call tonight.  I know it comes with the territory and I was well aware that I would most likely get one eventually.  I didn't realize...

My PTSD has been a bit wonky lately, I am somewhat obsessed with my safety.  I realized a week or two ago that I have never lived in a home that something bad has not happened.  So now I am back to...