MageMichael
Status: Good to be back in good health
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- Sorry I have been out of touch for a while now. Things had been going very well for a while and I have been very busy. Good news still on the wagon as far as the coke goes so I think I'm in the clear on that one. Only problem now is that I have...
- Well it is a small issue but I would like to complain about depression. I just have no interest in anything. This may seem like a small issue compared to being severly depressed but it is really a problem. I just have no interest in anything,...
- Just wanted to say good morning to our friends in the UKFor some odd reason I am wide a wake.Here is this morning's wake up song for the UKOMG Tubby beat our Mr. Blue Skyhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA9uD-UPYzg
- I have a few observations since I have recently been sprung from the psych ward. 1) No one takes you seriously when they interview you, they pretty much think your bats.2) The interns that come around and ask you a million questions are hilarous,...
- Today is my one month milestone of no coke. I know that may not sound like all that long but for me it is huge. It was not easy but I think I can continue this streak, especially since it causes mania. Just wanted to mark the occasion.
- There was a post about dealing with unreality so I thouight I'd start a post about dealing with reality. Sometime instead of feeling like everything is so unreal I feel like it is all too real and it overwhelms me. Does anyone every feel...
- Well I finally was able to spring myself from the hospital. Went in very happy and manic, came out very depressed. I was perfectly happy before they ruined me. Well just wanted to say howdy, I'm trying to adjust to real life again, it is a really...
- Let's get this weekend started!!!Sammy - Can't drive 55 --- sums up my mood but I drive 90.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvV3nn_de2k&ob=av2e
- Just wondering because I think it's been like 4 or 5 days now. It's the crazyiest thing, where does all energy come from? I wish I could harness it on command but it just comes when it wants then uses me up and dumps me in a depression hole. I've...
- Well I was going to play Mr. Blue Sky cause I just love that song but I found this and I think it's the new ultimate morning wake up song.Enyoy!Tubby's Good Morning Wake-Up Songhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA9uD-UPYzg
- So who has what obsessions while they are manic? Currently mine is alternating between work and more work, I'm obsessed with making this program I'm writing perfect. The other is SEX, which I think is fairly common, just can't get enough. ...
- Since I'm up and it's Tuesday here is a tune for all us beepers looking for the right drug cocktail;)Hewy Lewis and the News - Ah the 80's were just so much fun! What a classic it's a roit!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6uEMOeDZsA&ob=av2n
- Wow talk about your mood swing. After being depressed for like more than a month suddenly I'm alive again. I feel like there is a bright flame burning within me I have so much energy. I can't sleep and I have to get up for work in like 4 hours. ...
- Sorry I haven't been on for quite a while. I've been hit with a delibating depression. Probably the paynent for my manic episodes. I can hardley make it to work and I just want to go home and sleep the entire time I am at work. I feel my life...
- Well I guess the 900mg a day lithium was but a dream. Apparently I need more. I've been sleeping about 2 hours a night. However on the up sitde I'm getting a lot done. I have witten two technical references and a fiew design documents. Not that...