joybells

I am getting really unhappy with my marriage.I'm so tired of not having enough money to buy the simple things we need.I can't work anymore because of being bipolar and s couple of other things.I feel...

I am so angry right now.I just found out we have no money to go to the grocery store because my husband made some stupid choices yesterday with our money.he just got paid yesterday and the money is...

I just got the greatest presentfrom my husband.He bought me a complete new speaker system for my computer.It's surround sound and everything.I wanted a new set but I was expecting 2 regular little...

I feel pretty good today.I found out my best friend isn't mad at me.She just has some issues going on right now and is very busy.We had a nice long chat this morning.I need to go out to the store but...

I am feeling a little bit better.I am happy thanksgiving is over.I can return to a little bit of calmness until the next get together.I have decided that it is small minded people who make senseless...

I made it through thanksgiving.I was glad to leave mom's house.There were times when I got very shaky.I could feel an explosion building inside of me.I knew if I didn't leave somebody was going to...

More and more I am feeling like I made a mistake when I married my husband.Lately I have been very unhappy about things that are going on.He makes rude and hurtful remarks about me to my daughter and...

I really feel bad right now.I hate the thoughts of everybody getting together tomorrow.Things just haven't been the same since my dad passed away last year.There will be something missing tomorrow...

Well,the holidays are coming up fast.The thought of going to my husband's mother's house makes me sick.I think it would be better for me if I didn't go because it's so hard on my nerves.I think We...

I think I may have done something to upset my bes t friend and I don't know what it was.I don't remember saying or doing anythjing that would upset them in any way.The thought of losing my best...

I hurt all over this morning.Mornings are so rough for me.I didn't want to get up when I did but my cat insisted.He really wanted to eat.I talked to my son last night.I always look forward to talking...

Well,thanksgiving is coming up soon.I hate the holidays.My dad passed away last year and it just seems like something is missing with out him.I guess it is.My sister and I don't get along very well...

I have some pretty cool news.My son Peter has 4 poems published at poetry.com.He won some money for 1 of them.I am a proud mother.He is a very good writer.I would like to see him do something with it...

I feel pretty good today.I had a couple of errands to do but couldn't wait to be home.It was cold here today.The sun was shining today so it was easier on my mood.My new med seems to be working for...

I am so angry.Today was mu husband's day off and to be honest,I really wish he would have gone to work.He totally made a mess of my kitchen.There is dirty dishes everywhere down there.Every time he...